One day Peter stood up to speak to the brothers – there were about a hundred and twenty persons in the congregation: ‘Brothers, the passage of scripture had to be fulfilled in which the Holy Spirit, speaking through David, foretells the fate of Judas, who offered himself as a guide to the men who arrested Jesus – after having been one of our number and actually sharing this ministry of ours. Now in the Book of Psalms it says:
Let someone else take his office.
‘We must therefore choose someone who has been with us the whole time that the Lord Jesus was travelling round with us, someone who was with us right from the time when John was baptising until the day when he was taken up from us – and he can act with us as a witness to his resurrection.’
Having nominated two candidates, Joseph known as Barsabbas, whose surname was Justus, and Matthias, they prayed, ‘Lord, you can read everyone’s heart; show us therefore which of these two you have chosen to take over this ministry and apostolate, which Judas abandoned to go to his proper place.’ They then drew lots for them, and as the lot fell to Matthias, he was listed as one of the twelve apostles.
1 John 4:11-16
My dear people,
since God has loved us so much,
we too should love one another.
No one has ever seen God;
but as long as we love one another
God will live in us
and his love will be complete in us.
We can know that we are living in him
and he is living in us
because he lets us share his Spirit.
We ourselves saw and we testify
that the Father sent his Son
as saviour of the world.
If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God,
God lives in him, and he in God.
We ourselves have known and put our faith in
God’s love towards ourselves.
God is love
and anyone who lives in love lives in God,
and God lives in him.
Jesus raised his eyes to heaven and said:
keep those you have given me true to your name,
so that they may be one like us.
While I was with them,
I kept those you had given me true to your name.
I have watched over them
and not one is lost
except the one who chose to be lost,
and this was to fulfil the scriptures.
But now I am coming to you
and while still in the world I say these things
to share my joy with them to the full.
I passed your word on to them,
and the world hated them,
because they belong to the world
no more than I belong to the world.
I am not asking you to remove them from the world,
but to protect them from the evil one.
They do not belong to the world
any more than I belong to the world.
Consecrate them in the truth;
your word is truth.
As you sent me into the world,
I have sent them into the world,
and for their sake I consecrate myself
so that they too may be consecrated in truth.’
I have watched over them and not one is lost except the one who chose to be lost
Experiencing the feeling of being lost in a foreign country is not a pleasant one. There is the fear of being robbed, of not reaching a particular objective one has set out to reach; even of getting lost and not being found. Would this be the case of the individual asking for trouble himself or just a case of bad luck? I believe the similarities between our behaviour in this case and the message behind today’s readings are a reminder to us on the importance of staying close to God.
Judas chose to be lost because he made the decision to betray Christ and then commit suicide. At first glance, it may seem like a case of guilt. However, I find that it is actually a lack of belief and faith in Christ’s love. Judas chose to believe himself instead of the mercy of God. This could have been resolved in a different way like how St Peter went through the painful experience of forgiveness.
Denying Jesus three times in Our Lord’s time of need would seem to be an unforgivable offence but our Lord chose to reconcile Peter to union with His love. Our love with Christ is a painful one because we need to surrender our hurts and past hurts to Christ. But this process of purification will eventually lead to an anticipation of being in communion with God.
As long as we make the effort to stay with Christ, he will never forget us. Let us take time now to stay in love with God despite our shortcomings.
(Today’s OXYGEN by Nicholas Chia)
Prayer: Dear Lord, let us remain faithful to you.
Thanksgiving: We give thanks for all who bring us to love with God.