31 March 2019
The Lord said to Joshua, ‘Today I have taken the shame of Egypt away from you.’
The Israelites pitched their camp at Gilgal and kept the Passover there on the fourteenth day of the month, at evening in the plain of Jericho. On the morrow of the Passover they tasted the produce of that country, unleavened bread and roasted ears of corn, that same day. From that time, from their first eating of the produce of that country, the manna stopped falling. And having manna no longer, the Israelites fed from that year onwards on what the land of Canaan yielded.
2 Corinthians 5:17-21
For anyone who is in Christ, there is a new creation; the old creation has gone, and now the new one is here. It is all God’s work. It was God who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the work of handing on this reconciliation. In other words, God in Christ was reconciling the world to himself, not holding men’s faults against them, and he has entrusted to us the news that they are reconciled. So we are ambassadors for Christ; it is as though God were appealing through us, and the appeal that we make in Christ’s name is: be reconciled to God. For our sake God made the sinless one into sin, so that in him we might become the goodness of God.
The tax collectors and the sinners were all seeking the company of Jesus to hear what he had to say, and the Pharisees and the scribes complained. ‘This man’ they said ‘welcomes sinners and eats with them.’ So he spoke this parable to them:
‘A man had two sons. The younger said to his father, “Father, let me have the share of the estate that would come to me.” So the father divided the property between them. A few days later, the younger son got together everything he had and left for a distant country where he squandered his money on a life of debauchery.
‘When he had spent it all, that country experienced a severe famine, and now he began to feel the pinch, so he hired himself out to one of the local inhabitants who put him on his farm to feed the pigs. And he would willingly have filled his belly with the husks the pigs were eating but no one offered him anything. Then he came to his senses and said, “How many of my father’s paid servants have more food than they want, and here am I dying of hunger! I will leave this place and go to my father and say: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you; I no longer deserve to be called your son; treat me as one of your paid servants.” So he left the place and went back to his father.
‘While he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was moved with pity. He ran to the boy, clasped him in his arms and kissed him tenderly. Then his son said, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son.” But the father said to his servants, “Quick! Bring out the best robe and put it on him; put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Bring the calf we have been fattening, and kill it; we are going to have a feast, a celebration, because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life; he was lost and is found.” And they began to celebrate.
‘Now the elder son was out in the fields, and on his way back, as he drew near the house, he could hear music and dancing. Calling one of the servants he asked what it was all about. “Your brother has come” replied the servant “and your father has killed the calf we had fattened because he has got him back safe and sound.” He was angry then and refused to go in, and his father came out to plead with him; but he answered his father, “Look, all these years I have slaved for you and never once disobeyed your orders, yet you never offered me so much as a kid for me to celebrate with my friends. But, for this son of yours, when he comes back after swallowing up your property – he and his women – you kill the calf we had been fattening.”
‘The father said, “My son, you are with me always and all I have is yours. But it was only right we should celebrate and rejoice, because your brother here was dead and has come to life; he was lost and is found.”’
From their first eating of the produce of that country, the manna stopped falling
When I was young, I remember learning to ride a bicycle and starting off riding it with training wheels. These are the two smaller wheels placed on each side of the back wheel to allow the rider to continue riding even if they couldn’t balance. Soon, I remember that one of those training wheels was removed, and I had to learn to balance on one. Eventually, the other training wheel was removed as well, and I could then bike on my own.
In our lives, God promised us the graces we need, and God also allows us to have the thorns in our sides as we need – all for our journey towards him. When we no longer need those, God then replaces those with what we will need for the next phase of our lives.
In my life, I have experienced being friends with someone who I needed right at that point of my life. One night, I was so convinced I needed to quit my job, I chanced upon a friend waiting for the same bus I was supposed to take. She wisely advised me to look at my troubles from a different viewpoint, and lift them up in prayer. I am still in the job that I was supposed to quit. But we never got closer. I think it’s because God needed her mainly to counsel me.
There was also a time when I was deeply troubled by my broken family. I know that God is now taking me through a journey of learning to trust Him, learning to make peace with my past. I used to be very impatient with God not instantly changing me for the better until I understood that time is needed for me to grow. I know, one day, maybe not soon, but when I am prepared, I will be able to embrace even my troubled past.
The graces and the thorns God gives us are to prepare us for the next stage in our lives. And when we reach where we are supposed to be at that moment, when we have grown as how we should have, God allows these graces and thorns to be replaced by what we will need at that moment. Some of us, however, cling on to what was familiar.
We should learn to let go and move forward with God, even though we go through the pain of losing our manna. After all, when Jesus sent his disciples, he commanded them to bring nothing — they were to depend on God’s providence.
I am reminded of a quote which was an answer to the riddle on what one can say that will make a sad man happy, and a happy man sad. The response was, ‘This, too, will pass.’
This, too, will pass. And God will give us what we need for that particular time.
(Today’s OXYGEN by Stephanie Villa)
Prayer: Dear God, help me to let go and to let you. Help me allow you to lead me, and always give me the grace to trust you.
Thanksgiving: Thank you Lord, for giving me just what I need for this particular point of my life.