5 November, Tuesday – Self Satisfaction

5 November 2019

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Romans 12:5-16

All of us, in union with Christ, form one body, and as parts of it we belong to each other. Our gifts differ according to the grace given us. If your gift is prophecy, then use it as your faith suggests; if administration, then use it for administration; if teaching, then use it for teaching. Let the preachers deliver sermons, the almsgivers give freely, the officials be diligent, and those who do works of mercy do them cheerfully.

Do not let your love be a pretence, but sincerely prefer good to evil. Love each other as much as brothers should, and have a profound respect for each other. Work for the Lord with untiring effort and with great earnestness of spirit. If you have hope, this will make you cheerful. Do not give up if trials come; and keep on praying. If any of the saints are in need you must share with them; and you should make hospitality your special care.

Bless those who persecute you: never curse them, bless them. Rejoice with those who rejoice and be sad with those in sorrow. Treat everyone with equal kindness; never be condescending but make real friends with the poor. Do not allow yourself to become self-satisfied.

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Luke 14:15-24

One of those gathered round the table said to him, ‘Happy the man who will be at the feast in the kingdom of God!’ But he said to him, ‘There was a man who gave a great banquet, and he invited a large number of people. When the time for the banquet came, he sent his servant to say to those who had been invited, “Come along: everything is ready now.” But all alike started to make excuses. The first said, “I have bought a piece of land and must go and see it. Please accept my apologies.” Another said, “I have bought five yoke of oxen and am on my way to try them out. Please accept my apologies.” Yet another said, “I have just got married and so am unable to come.”

‘The servant returned and reported this to his master. Then the householder, in a rage, said to his servant, “Go out quickly into the streets and alleys of the town and bring in here the poor, the crippled, the blind and the lame.” “Sir” said the servant “your orders have been carried out and there is still room.” Then the master said to his servant, “Go to the open roads and the hedgerows and force people to come in to make sure my house is full; because, I tell you, not one of those who were invited shall have a taste of my banquet.”’

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Do not allow yourself to become self-satisfied

If I must be completely honest with myself, and with you, my brothers and sisters in Christ; I am guilty of self-satisfaction. Let me explain. On the surface, I go to church every Sunday, try to say my prayers every day, try to adhere to the Ten Commandments and don’t break any laws (maybe I use swear words now and then), but overall, I thought I was a fairly decent person. In my mind’s eye, I am a sinner, but not that bad of a sinner; definitely better than the myriad of sinners out there.

Then I read today’s First Reading plus the homily of our parish priest. I realize that I am far, far from where I ought to be. Jesus commanded us to love God above all else and love our neighbours as ourselves. Well, turns out I am not doing that well in either category.

In the today’s first reading, it says “Do not let your love be a pretence….Bless those who persecute you, never curse them, bless them…” Easy to say, but very hard to do. During this morning’s rush hour, at an intersection, a man who was at a ‘stop’ sign on a side street and was trying to turn left onto the main street on which I was traveling ‘flipped the bird’ or saluted me with his middle finger. I had previously let two other cars turn in front me and started moving forward. I felt his behavior was unjust and abhorrent.  After all, what God-given right did he have to assume I should let him in? Before I could think, my hand raised a similar salute. Almost immediately, I felt a voice inside of me saying, “Ahem, that is not the appropriate response if you claim to love me”. Sheepishly, I lowered my hand and reflected on my behavior. I do desire and profess to love our Lord with all my heart, all my mind, all my soul and all my strength. If that is the case, how can I not even accept the seemingly injustice I encountered? Compared that to the injustices that Christ encountered on our behalf, my little interlude is so insignificant. The better choice would be for me to let it go and say a prayer and offer it to God.  This would for sure be pleasing to God and reflecting His mercy and love.

Now that I am aware of my fallibility and imperfections, I will watch out for it more and try even harder to become what Christ wanted us to be. Our Lord is perfect and He wants us to strive to become perfect too. I will try, I will stumble, I will fall, but I will not be self-satisfied when I focus on God.

(Today’s OXYGEN by Winnie Kung)

Prayer: Dear Lord, teach us to be humble and recognize that there is always room for improvement. Help us to rely on Your grace and mercy to finally become more like the person You wish us to be.

Thanksgiving: Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for giving us Jesus and all the saints, to show us how we should behave.

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