6 December 2019
As Jesus went on his way two blind men followed him shouting, ‘Take pity on us, Son of David.’ And when Jesus reached the house the blind men came up with him and he said to them, ‘Do you believe I can do this?’ They said, ‘Sir, we do.’ Then he touched their eyes saying, ‘Your faith deserves it, so let this be done for you.’ And their sight returned. Then Jesus sternly warned them, ‘Take care that no one learns about this.’ But when they had gone, they talked about him all over the countryside.
A couple of weeks ago, I did a retreat at the Tarrawarra Abbey in Melbourne. It was the first retreat I had done in years, and I must say that it took me considerable effort to really feel connected with God. It got to a point where I had to consciously let go of my own direction and let God lead the way. It was only then that certain revelations came to me. My main takeaway from the retreat was that I needed to learn to rely on God in my life.
The blind men approached Jesus in faith. Their desire to have their sight restored was very strong, and they were certain that Jesus would grant them that healing. As with other instances in the gospels, such as when the centurion asked Jesus to heal his servant, Jesus complimented them for the strength of their faith.
There are several areas in my life that I do not lift up to God even though they are causing me a significant amount of anxiety. I think that I still lack that kind of faith where I am certain that God is capable of anything and everything. Although spending more time in prayer always helps me feel at peace, I am somehow not able to commit to it. As I continue with this struggle of faith, I pray that I will one day have be able to say with the utmost conviction that “Yes, God, you can do everything”.
(Today’s Oxygen by Edith Koh)
Prayer: We pray for the confidence to trust in and rely on God.
Thanksgiving: We thank the Lord for His grace and mercy.