21 June 2017
2 Corinthians 9:6-11
Do not forget: thin sowing means thin reaping; the more you sow, the more you reap. Each one should give what he has decided in his own mind, not grudgingly or because he is made to, for God loves a cheerful giver. And there is no limit to the blessings which God can send you – he will make sure that you will always have all you need for yourselves in every possible circumstance, and still have something to spare for all sorts of good works. As scripture says: He was free in almsgiving, and gave to the poor: his good deeds will never be forgotten.
The one who provides seed for the sower and bread for food will provide you with all the seed you want and make the harvest of your good deeds a larger one, and, made richer in every way, you will be able to do all the generous things which, through us, are the cause of thanksgiving to God.
Jesus said to his disciples:
‘Be careful not to parade your good deeds before men to attract their notice; by doing this you will lose all reward from your Father in heaven. So when you give alms, do not have it trumpeted before you; this is what the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets to win men’s admiration. I tell you solemnly, they have had their reward. But when you give alms, your left hand must not know what your right is doing; your almsgiving must be secret, and your Father who sees all that is done in secret will reward you.
‘And when you pray, do not imitate the hypocrites: they love to say their prayers standing up in the synagogues and at the street corners for people to see them; I tell you solemnly, they have had their reward. But when you pray, go to your private room and, when you have shut your door, pray to your Father who is in that secret place, and your Father who sees all that is done in secret will reward you.
‘When you fast do not put on a gloomy look as the hypocrites do: they pull long faces to let men know they are fasting. I tell you solemnly, they have had their reward. But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, so that no one will know you are fasting except your Father who sees all that is done in secret; and your Father who sees all that is done in secret will reward you.’
…your Father who sees all that is done in secret.
We recently celebrated the Feast of Corpus Christi at the Catholic Spirituality Centre (CSC) with a vigil mass and adoration followed by a 24-hour intercession in the Perpetual Adoration Chapel, culminating in a procession and mass. It was certainly a ‘packed’ weekend for all of us and, leading up to it, I had been swamped with work and hence, did not feel as if I had prepared well for my ministry’s assigned 2-hour intercession slot.
Ordinarily, I would be filled with some nervous energy, worrying about what I should pray (my group had been asked to lead the prayers). However, by God’s grace, I stepped into the chapel totally free of any anxiety and as we knelt by the Blessed Sacrament, a sense of calm came over me and I truly believe that He led the way for an anointed time of intercession.
I have touched a bit on my recent struggles with responsibility and commitment and how, in discerning His plan for me, I have come to reconcile some of the changes I have had to make in my life. I believe that in approaching the coming weeks and months with expectant faith that He will provide in abundance, I have very much ‘settled down’ and come to accept His hand in everything that has transpired. So much so that I have begun to stop worrying about things that I would ordinarily fret about. I must admit, I don’t know how long this attitude is going to last, but I certainly am filled with the hope that He will continue to sustain me as long as I keep up my prayer life.
Indeed, there are no secrets that we can keep from our heavenly Father. After all, we who have eaten his flesh and drank his blood remain in Him and He in us. Hard to imagine then, that there is any aspect of our lives which He does not know about. And truly, at our lowest and in our darkest periods, it is only His light and divine presence within us that keeps us going.
Due to a very hectic week, it is Father’s Day as I write this reflection. It wasn’t planned (we usually have to submit our reflections one week ahead), but I believe it was His plan. My own father passed away two years ago and I miss him terribly at times. Looking back, while I have no regrets about the time I spent with him, I wish I had been more honest and forthright with him about my feelings, especially during the years I was struggling. Because I know that in spite of his default demeanour, he truly loved me and felt my pain as he watched me struggle through my 20s and 30s. I thank God for welcoming dad into the faith at his deathbed and am comforted knowing that he watches over us as a family now. And the best part – we truly have nothing to hide from him!
Brothers and sisters, especially fathers, let us always look to our heavenly Father to sustain us in His love so that as we walk our individual faith journeys, we will stride forward with our heads held high, fully confident and proud to be His sons and daughters.
(Today’s OXYGEN by Desmond Soon)
Prayer: Lord, we pray that you continue to keep us in your loving embrace and to speak to us in our hearts during our times of need.
Thanksgiving: We thank you, Lord, for always being there for us.